My Vampire!

 

My Vampire!

I rushed into my room banging the door behind. Falling on my bed realizing tears flowing down. I still felt scared, still felt lonely. Probably i wanted to talk to you, Tell you how it felt. Show you who i am with out. I crawled closer to myself. I sobbed. Harder and even Harder. Did I deserve this? May be yes, May be No. Do i want to know the answer? Definitely no. I want to cry my eyes out. This has been the only way which made me felt better.

I felt two thin hands draping me. I knew what was coming. I cried even harder. I felt two large lips kissing back of my neck. I turned to see the same pale face that loved me and haunted me at the same time. Was i happy? Was i scared? I was not sure. One feeling was Crystal Clear for me I dint want him to leave. I dint want Reality to strike in again.

Y don't he speak?? Is he scared too? may be even he dint want to miss me. Can that be true? I sobbed again. His Grip tightened. moments flashed by. First day I noticed him. His name flashing on my mobile. Message received. Love that happened. Kiss that followed. Long walks. I could see myself loosing to him.

Something hurt right then, His grip tightened even more.

I saw him kissing me. Holding me. I saw something else, he felt me as a responsibility. I never felt like that for him, I always thought him like a possession. Can he handle such a burden?  I wanted to ask him. I was scared he would leave me and go, like he always did wen I asked him something.

we were fighting, I knew this would end. I knew I would be back, you would be back. I saw you punching a mirror, I saw myself shattering. A jolt of pain struck at my abdomen, I panicked. I looked down. Your grip. Will you let go me if I tell you to loosen a bit? I wanted to ignore the pain. some thing brushed on my neck. I knew it was you.

I was falling asleep. I felt him beside me. I was sure he would be there for me. He would hold on to me like he always did. I loved him. I know deep down he loved me. I saw myself sleeping closer to him more like a baby. I saw him making love to me. I saw his eyes looking at me. His pale face right above me. He wanted to tell something. I saw him lowering his face, His lips reaching my neck and something hard pierced into my neck. He was sucking hard. I stirred in pain. Some thing inside me was leaving. Leaving for ever. I wanted to scream. My soul was leaving me forever

I woke up startled. Alone again with a broken heart and a wounded soul.