Don't vanish!

 

Don't vanish!

Dear v,

You chose to leave and I am letting u do so all I want to tell is don't vanish. Don't break like a glass leaving me tiny bits to rejoice. Don't crack like a bubble and disappear. Be right her. Be close to me. 

I want to feel your hand when ever I raise mine to hold it. I know its highly not possible I also know you will fight it and make it seem as usual to me but I am sorry I already feel the change. 

I want you at every phase of my life. I still remember u lifting me up high and playing. I remember you helping my homework done. I remember you bringing me chocolates. I remember you taking me on bike rides wen I cry.

I love you and its so hard to let you go but if that is what u decided I cant be a hurdle. I will miss you. I will love you. 

Every time you hugged me I hugged u back a little more tight just because I knew this day would come sooner or later. I want to be a child again so that I can have u by my side every time. I want to be a stone so that I cant break down easily. I want to sleep on your laps. I want you to play with my hair. I want you to call me an angel again. I want you to adore me all over again! I want you all over again.