Leaving the Hope of Light!
I am a horrible person. I fail at everything. I fail at loving someone. I fail to be loved. I fail to be pretty. I fail at self- control. I fail at everything and i even failed at u. Have i ever been loved?? If i did y do i crave for it like i haven't tasted it ever before. Actually i know utterly dat i cannot be loved, dat is y ur love is astonishing me. I am a girl with no command over her emotions.
My emotions are formidable. Dey display exactly everything dat springs in my heart. People should find dat beneficial, but wen it comes to my scenario, people always take it as an inconvenience. I some times get amazed wen i think to which extent u love me. Sometimes i just pull too much of it, i try to bunch up all the love u have for me. I like to wrap it up all and hold it closer to me.
Sometimes i enter ur space. i make it upside down and i end up manipulating the show and obligate u to apologize even wen i know u are unblemished. The worst part is wen i realize my wickedness. i cant let it go like u do. I promise myself dat i will never let u go through the torment. Yet again i do the same. I tend to leave a part of myself. I cant be normal. I am horrible. But what am i doin? Leaving the hope of light or leaving the light of hope.
My emotions are formidable. Dey display exactly everything dat springs in my heart. People should find dat beneficial, but wen it comes to my scenario, people always take it as an inconvenience. I some times get amazed wen i think to which extent u love me. Sometimes i just pull too much of it, i try to bunch up all the love u have for me. I like to wrap it up all and hold it closer to me.
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