Finally!!!!

heyy every one! Ok.... Dis is one post dat i am writing with lots of happiness.....i just cant tell u how happy i am....For the first time in my life i feel like i m goin to run out of words to explain about one girl, Sohni Tabassum.....she is such a sweety.....!

lemme go to the scartch of all this....Sohni Tabassum....i still laugh wen i think of da day we bcame friends....she and i had a mutual friend who was den flirting with both of us and i dint know dat....She some how came to know and directly contacted me and we discussed.....i still remember the flow of gaali's she gets wen shez angry....but i donno how WE bcame friends from no wer....we texted each other and spoke on phone and chatted on Facebook. We spoke about so many things understood each other's problems...u know wats the best thing abt her...shez three years younger to me but wen i m low...she acts like i am three years younger to her!!!

One day she proposed me....ho-ho...we are straight....but both of us are little mad (actually lot more dan little) so, we just thought of changing our relation ship status in Facebook and den we both had a very gud chance showing our utter craziness....One thing dat makes me love her is her way of expressing things....everything is like a peak to her...if she loves u she wont leave any bloody way to show u dat...and wen she hates u know how it is :) Shez totally mad....obssesd with little things but dat is wat makes her spl....Shez a surprise package....No No...Shez an energy packet......I have never seen any girl with so much of energy...I used to think emotions are at peaks for me...i mean if i am happy den i am super happy....if i am sad i am super sad.....i m never a little happy or a little down...and Dis girl is exactly da same.....

Do u how it feels wen some one shouts at the top of the voice dat dey love u....Yeahh i know and dat is wat we do...I love my Facebook just bcoz of her....She fills my wall with so much of love dat my mood simply changes....I can discuss any stupid stuff and u know wat do we discuss abt mostly....John abraham, shahid kapoor, hrithik roshan etc.... Shez da one who can bring happiness into any body's life.....Life will not b just happy but it will be super exciting....like a roller-coaster ride....lyk sky diving....like an adventurous sport.....i still dont understand y she is single....!!! well guys can never understand which girl is gud...dey end up with sluts and bcome philosophers...poor men!!! If Sohni Tabassum was a guy i would do any damn thing just to get maried to her.... shez so perfect and pure dat i can spend the rest of the life happily with her....shez an angel...shez crazy....shez stewpid....shez mad....shez sohni.....have u seen a girl who dedicate a beautiful song to u and post it on ur wall??? can u imagine how it feels wen u open ur facebook with a sad face and find something lyk dat?? did u see a girl fighting for u...??? dat is sohni...an extremely crazy-beautiful girl!!!

we are friends since last year....but i met her today finally i saw my lovely friend...every time we wanted to meet....some or the other thing happend and this meeting got delayed.....she is so beautifull....i never felt so happy admitting another girl is more gud luking dan me :) i feel kinda proud and happy....i guess its only bcoz its sohni on the other side....

this onez for u sohni...baby i donno how to tell u wat i feel today...u r just too good.....i hope our friendship lasts for ever....i would love to spend my life with u....love u baby :)

WeN u LoVe A gIrL!!!!!

WEN U LOVE A GIRL.....
u can see her day and night and still feel heaven......u can do any goddamn thing just to talk to her....u can accept her beyond all the impossibilities.....u can make her fall in love with u....u can do anything to make her happy....u can crush all ur dreams to full fil hers...u can kill some one, rob a bank and even do the boldest thing to make her happy....u can get down to ur knees even infront ur parents, teacher, best friends and in a crowd....u will always make her fall in love with u freshly again every day....


WEN U LOVE A GIRL
u will let her do anything she wants and u will act according to her wish....u will say sorry even if its her mistake...u will fight against the world to not let that little tear to drop down....u can convince whole world dat she is the most prettiest girl....u will feel shez precious....u will feel shez like a little kid....u will never restrict her....u will take care of her wen shez drunk....u never say ur friends dat she smokes....u will tell so high about her dat ur parents will like her the moment dey see her....u will see the little purity in her heart in a magnifying glass and will be proud of it....u will never let her cry and wen she is crying u will never leave her alone and say stop ur action, instead u will hug her and say its ok, no matter wat i will stay with u..... u will never let her know how ppl talk about her....u always make her feel like ur princess..... u will be a true man go talk to her parents and ask her hand....

WEN U LOVE A GIRL
u will love all her over acting...u will realise its only "U" shez having...u will never let her go...u will remember her every day....u will make sure she remembers u with a smile on her face every single day...u will make sure love dosent seem fading out...u will try new ways to show ur love....u will never make her feel sorry for loving u.....u will try ur best dat she proudly present u infront of her friends...u will make sure all her friends are jealous of her becoz shez having "u"....if u see or listen about an accident on road u make sure shez even though u r pretty sure she is at home watching television.....if u see her after 10 days u will go run and hug her even at a traffic signal.....to spend a stupid 4 days vacation with her u submit ur resignation bcoz u wer not given leave....u wil never force her for anything....u give her enuf space so dat she even have her friends and family.....u will never allow any moron to mis behave with her....u will make sure she thinks of u as a superman....

WEN U LOVE A GIRL
u dont mind holding her hand forever...u dont mind listening to her silly stuff like her chapped nailpolish, how boring her other friends look ( who actually seem beautiful to u)....u will never ask her to understand ur so much complicated problem instead u will try ur best to understand her......u will never point out her mistakes in an argument instead u will slowly explain wat was wrong....u will never be in a position wer she says " wish i never met u/ i never loved u"

wen u cant do all dis....den please dont say u love a girl.....wen u expect the same from her den please dont even try....bcoz it takes a great deal of effort and patince to love a girl and make sure she dosent fall out of love with u....

NostalgiC!!!

Thanku every one for being so supportive...it feels so great to listen to ur feed backs :)

Okay, Coming To dis post...its about one of my bestie Akhila....Let me travel back in to my memories and tell u the day exactly i met her...It was in the month of September , 2006...I was in my engineering college....It was on the orientation day...a day wer u get a brief info about ur college, staff, subjects etc....obviously i hated the college at the first sight of it...Low class, i whispered in my sister's ears...She giggled. i heard the same giggling some wer behind turned around to look, i saw a girl looking at me, talking to her friend and laughing. I was confused. I dint see her untill den! 5 min later wen i looked back i saw my gran pa talking to her cheerfully...He den called me and introduced us...she said "Hai", i replied "Hi, Dis is mounika". Surprisingly she said "i know, u r from narayana juniour college right? even i m from der and i saw u in college".

From den we wer like meant to be friends.....Every day for the next four years we wer together.... We never gave space to any other person to enter into our world... Of-course we had other friends...but both of us wer like a spl pack...We shopped, ate gossiped and did almost everything together....We had hell lot of things to talk about hair cuts, new fashions, new clothes, new foot wear, boys and wat not. I donno how but i could control her...I could make her laugh wen she is depressed...I could cool her down wen she was hyper....I donno y but sometimes i acted like her guardian...We fought...We had cold wars...We used to be rude to each other sometimes...but wen some one was against any of us, we used to forget everything and fight back together.... We recieved punishments together....We studied together....We copied together...We wer caught together....

We did things which wer a lot more dan just funny....actually we experimented with life....Can u blieve it, we ate haleem brought from a road side cafe and ate it on road? Ppl wer shocked and stared at us as though we are not humans. We wer the only girls about whom complete faculty sat and discussed how to punish in the entire college....We fought on road near abids and came back individually on our own.....We bunked our college together and went to a film (DON)... We almost celebrated every ocassion together....We spent every holiday together...We wer best friends...I mean we are best friends....wen college ended. she was ready to get her higher education after all she was a topper at studies ...She flied to the united states leaving me with her memories and I still remember the way i slept dat night...my pillow might have remembered it too, it had a shower dat night....

Who said memories fade?? If dey did, den y are mine not fading?? May be dey are just not memories...May be dat was actually a life...or May be she was so beautiful dat my memories never thought of getting replaced with another ones....We still talk...We still gossip...We still share dat bond...and i m just waiting her to return back.....

This one is For u Aks.....I m glad u gave me all dis beautiful memories...I would give up anything and everything to re-live all dose days we wer together!!! Love u dear...i miss u soo much....!!!!

Wish List!!!!

heya every one...i have been reading various blogs about different kind of things....true inspiration indeed....i can c thousands of confident and determined bloggers.

"WISH LIST", every human being has a wish list...
things dey dream about....
places dey want to visit....
life dey want to lead....
so here is a wish list i want to fullfill...this list dosenot have all my wishes just ones which are little important....
The One's Which Are Done :
1. Smoking
2. Drinking Alcohol
3. Shopping in CHEMISTRY
4. Getting Drenched In RAIN
5. Pose like A Model To a Photographer
6. Try New Hair Styles
7. Sneak out From home At late night
8. Spend all my pocket Money just on Clothes
9. Buy Foot wear of Every colour
10.Watching My fav Actors Film 1st day Mrng show.....

The One's Which Are Yet To Be Full Filled:

1. Get thinner, skinng almost weigh 43-45

2. wear a Shorts like dis one

3.Buy a MOBILE PHONE (fulfilled, got a gift)

4. Get a job. Earn Money! (fullfilled)

5. Get a hair colour (dis Hair colour)  done!! got another one which suits my complexion but fulfilled!!!

6. Get a tattoo

7. Wear a prom gown. look gorgeous

8. Get a Silver anklet

9. Navel piercing

10. Buy aviator Sun Glasses Got more than one by now

11. Eat Every item on a menu card In any Restaurant
(i mean not at once but complete it eventually)

12. Go on a holiday trip with buddies

13. spend a Whole day reading a book in A bathroom Like dis

14. Dance untill i cant Thanks to Akhila, I finished it.

15. Stay independent...ALONE

16. Have CLOSET full of CLOTHES There is no place left in my closet now. Done!

17. Sleep whole night in a CAR (homeless)

18. Sleep on A BEACH and read Romeo Juliet

19. Visit Juliet's balcony in verona

20. Be a SINGLE MOM of a baby GIRL

i donno how many i m goin to complete by the time i die....i m goin to try my best to finish everything off.... wat are ur wishes???