move on!!!

Back after a long gap....I know i always wanted to write but i just couldn't think of anything to share....No pleasant mind too....so here i am after a huge gap with a meaningful post

i don't know whether anyone of u ever thought i would write something like dis....u have always seen me smiling...ppl ask me sometimes "do u ever cry?" okay now lets c da inner side....i am not ashamed saying dat i am sensitive...yea even i am a human i cry....i cry wen ppl i love dont care 4 me...i cry wen dad scold...i cry wen i dont get something....i cry wen my close frnd shouts at me.....i cry wen vinky is rude to me....

MOVE ON....word easily said but difficult to practice....moving on is not just from a person to person....moving on is moving from dat situation from dat pain and from dat mood. i donno wether it happens only with me or every body but i get comforted only wen it is by the person who is da reason for it. Few years ago a frnd told me dat ...To get out of a pain u need have more pain of different kind....she said if u have a cut on ur hand u feel the pain of it and wen u have a fracture at dat time u forget abt the little cut and think of broken leg....i know WILD  isnt it? but i followed it....wen ever i was depply hurt i used to get a equally deep cut on ma wrist...it worked.... i forgot abt dat and moved on to ma wrist.

by the time i realised wat i was doin it was not late....my sis gave me so much love told me dat i was so imp so nxt time wen i tried hurting ma self i just couldnot....her face came to ma mind everytime i tried and den i just couldnot continue...but i din't know how to get dat pain out of me....tears wer just not enuf....so i used to get depressed live life with no colour, no fud, no new clothes, no proper care and absolutely stop talking to every one for few days.

:)

wen life was goin on dis way, just few months ago, i got a frnd and he bcame imp....i believe to like a person and to hate a person u have a reason for sure....even i do and dat is i felt like i lived a dream i always wanted even though it was just for a short span of time just bcoz of him.....and the next was though he never consoled me, flirt me, or just blindly supported me in everything and instead of being super practical and pointing out my mistakes, he has a different style of comforting and cheering me up. Nothing was FALSE or FAKE in dat.... every word
was true....lucky na??? i know i know!!

few days back he told me a way....he said wen ever u r hurt by some one just think dat he/she is less matured dan u and u r a step ahead of dem and u UNDERSTAND ....simple....i tried.....it worked.....every next time ppl hurted me....i just laugh and think "how immature!!!!!" and just MOVE ON  to a better thing....and den everything seemed so simple and better....smile dont fade out so easily  now....even if  it did hez just a call away isnt it?
and i have nothing to give him back....so here is a small dedication for him....i dedicate dis little post to him for his enormous crazynezz.....

wat else?

dats all....take his free advice and get benifited and  pray for his success and our frndship in return!

simple

 isn't it????